December 2011
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i built myself a metal bird i fed my metal bird the wings of other metal birds
i’ll give myself up to your sharpened edges i no longer cling to my life yes, i’m finally giving in
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through the darkness of future past the magician longs to see one chants out between two worlds fire walk with me
when are we ever going to outgrow that childish denial
i’m not sure if i’m even alive anymore anyway
fire is the devil hiding like a coward in the smoke
“i feel like i know her, but sometimes my arms bend back.”
i too have been touched by the devilish one
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it is the time of the anti-christ
the moon rolls dreaming through the late spring...
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satisfaction feels like a tomb
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Listen
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you drop that pitch-black pall over us, one and...
i guess i thought i’d feel something but i didn’t but i didn’t yes that’s a myth
why don’t you give up
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i wish i was dead
solace
i hope i make you nervous.
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“the greatest evil perpetrated, is the evil committed by nobodies, that is, by human beings who refuse to be persons.”
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i’m sick of being near people, close to them. having them take bits and pieces away from me for themselves. their assumptions made as to my state of being, their concern or lack thereof. selfishness, ignorance, hypocrisy.
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Listen
your face’s falling tears, to me they’re lovely and they’re dear, though you don’t love me and it’s clear that i will never see you in my arms.
unintentional contradictions? no. lies. lies, lies, lies. i knew it and i know it and your denials will go unheard, no contemplation or regard whatsoever. reciprocation isn’t even necessary and i know it won’t arise. don’t bother.
if you love me let me live in peace
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hún jörð
birth propagation death extinction
despair will hold a place in my heart, a bigger...
when you hold onto me it isn’t easy when you hold onto me it isn’t fair
“affix to neck with a belt.”
I WANT TO FEEL THE WAY I FEEL WHEN I SLEEP / I WANT TO FEEL THE WAY WHEN I SLEEP / I WANT TO FEEL / I WANT TO FEEL / I WANT TO FEEL / I WANT TO FEEL / I WANT TO FEEL / I WANT TO FEEL / I WANT TO FEEL / I WANT TO FEEL / I WANT TO FEEL THE WAY WHEN I SLEEP / SLEEP / SLEEP / SLEEP
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death by the automobile
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carrion suite
routine disappointment
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i’m going to remove myself remove myself remove myself i’m going to remove myself so there won’t be nothing left
i’m going to kill myself to kill myself to kill myself i’m going to kill myself so there won’t be nothing left
willingly detached
“my heart is bleeding, i’m flayed alive.”
