February 2012
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we left our bodies with the earth
it hurts to breathe; you fell away from me
breeding isolation slowly slipping into coma
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this is how we end - in isolation, or in prison, half-asleep in a dirty room, or in the corridors of overcrowded hospitals. on the street, frozen to the bone while the sun is shining, amazed that we lasted so long. yelling while people walk by. what we loved was not enough, but kiss it quick and rise again, the west will tumble into the sea, wondering why. and then the west will rise again. when...
nothing inside you is real
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“now a spark of hope flashes up, then a sea of despair rages, and always pain; always pain, always despair, and always the same.”
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empty vows, empty cup
January 2012
52 posts
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come as a fresh strong wind that breaks yet also creates
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mundane dreams about flash floods
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“there’s neither right nor wrong. we act according to our needs.” “and what are they?” “yours is a hellish desire to live and create life.” “and yours?” “mine is to be dead. stone-dead.”
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“all along the line, there’s nothing but cold and death and loneliness.”
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“no. no. no. no.”
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so drink your cup down to the dregs and leave that...
i just wish i could sleep
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sorrow and solitude, these are the freshest things...
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one day we’ll talk again, my old friend
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“he said that if the devil came at me, i could shoot him with a gun.”
never good enough
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anhedonia
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“oh, i wish i wasn’t alive. i wish i...
don’t touch anything this time i want to know what it’s like to walk through hell
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they call it a wasteland, they call it a...
pucker up and kiss the asphalt now
let’s talk about sex and suicide
what does it mean to be always sad and to never feel life in your bones never, everyone
to disengage so fully from someone, everyone, everything. to simply unattach. we ask “why?” on the outside, but we secretly wish it for ourselves.
there is weakness everywhere.
there is weakness everywhere.
there is weakness everywhere. there is weakness everywhere.
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to make things good again
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“individuality is a monster and it must be strangled in its cradle…”
nothing at nothing at nothing at all nothing at nothing at nothing at all nothing at nothing at nothing at all nothing at nothing at nothing at all nothing at nothing at nothing at all nothing at nothing at nothing at all nothing at nothing at nothing at all nothing at nothing at nothing at all
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darkness
no more expectations, no more believing
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“oh lord, the devil went down to a deep, dark lake...
leave nothing that is needed all i have is yours
we have been refined and reformed far too many times, yet our corruption and savagery, in conformity, is accepted and pushed upon the masses. it is still utterly vile and cruel, but this behavior needs not to be looked down upon for it is the example to be followed by our society.
troubled minds breed cries of despair, yelps and howls and all those animalistic noises we keep close to our hearts but too far from our mouths.
there is nothing genuine about you
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